Sup readers.. been so reluctant to blog cause i've been sleeping almost half of my day everyday and watching dramas and most of the time? dreaming aimlessly.. yeah, felt so sad for my life actually. woke up without food everyday and getting hungry every night craving for supper.. sooner or later my weight is going to rise as high as it can be man... and the worst is i hasn't been exercising for weeks other than bballing w my clique.... So this is pretty pathetic.. poor fatty.... ._____.
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Basically, i'm here partly because i wanted to drop a post for you.. Cause i've been thinking a lot this few nights especially when i knew you're back.. by saying this.. it's pretty obvious i'm blogging about you.. but whatever seriously? i thought when you're back in sg, i will have the courage to actually grab my phone and talk to you, but sadly no.. i'm not good at words seriously? i don't blog w those very chim words cause i just want to express myself in a simple way, i don't need to please my readers w my horrible "English" yes.. Never thought that the number is still in use and like an idiot, i'm always waiting for my whatsapp to ring. i don't need you to come back to me immediately but i wish we could talk like before. Friends? why is it so hard? Can't you remember the good old days when we just sat for hours talking about the past? yes, i miss it a lot. Those days when the two of us went out on our own. I've never told you this, that day when i suggest that crazy idea to walk all the way home from nex is not because the night is still young, but is because i wanted spend more time next to you. i knew you're tired but crazily you still accompany me through the night. To be frank, i'm really touched and i miss it so badly. Remember you told me you're gonna bball w me? yes, i'm still waiting for that day to come by, though i knew the outcome that i'm gonna lose for sure. And we said.. wait till you're back... we are going Adventure Cove together.. i'm still waiting for that.. You left on your own, but you left every single memories of us for me. i don't expect much seriously, i wanted to talk to you.. but i don't dare? it's definitely not because of my pride and ego, but i'm scared.. what's the point when i'm the one who wanted to talk to you yet you don't even want to talk to me. You might even find it pointless? So can you please talk to me if you want to? Let's start from sketch. Let's just remain like the happy moments? as i said, i don't really care how others would look at us. Seriously, they don't bother me at all... i miss you ): You've never knew how much you affected me by stepping in to my life. i really hate it if we became strangers w memories, cause i never wanted that...
@Priscillaxueman
1:23 AM
Wednesday, April 3, 2013