Thursday, February 7, 2013
Here's to share another nice acoustic cover. So i'm probably on a drama marathon tonight cause i'm free from work all the way till 15th. Seriously can't wait for cny. It's been like so long since i spent time w my family & relatives. Love the times when all we do is sit there and joke around. Getting excited even when i'm just typing out how i feel. LOL.....I don't mean to be sad about my blog post today but there's nothing happy for me to blog about, i'm feeling terrible inside. So just endure w the bullshits i'm gonna blog today...
It's been like 6 weeks since we last talked... i know you're gone, i seems like i accepted reality but to be true, it hurts. it still hurt like as if i'm stab right down in the heart like a million times. k, this may seems lame but yes, i have feelings too, it hurts badly. It's sad to know that all this little things can't make you think back what we've gone through all these time. Those times when we sat down and talked our thoughts out, those skype calls, those singing between us, those late nights call, those stupid small little quarrel, those times when we spent more time just to say "the next cab" before you leave, the boring movies we've watch, the stupid faces when the others do something weird, and the time we just wanna spend more time alone... I know i can't bring you back, i'm not asking for much.. but it hurts cause i know you're gone yet i can't do a single shit to salvage what i wanted.. I can't, I wanted to but i can't ... Looking over at our photographs... and polariod.. and you never know the polariod i loved the most.. was actually the one when you realized the one you loved did something just to make you smile... I've never thought thing would end so quickly in this way... is like a night ago, we are still so ..... sweet? normal? and yet within a day, everything changes so bad.. I would never know how you feel, if you never say, and i know you won't. Just so you know, i love you still. I wouldn't blame you for all these, cause i know if i've stopped arguing that night, maybe things will be different? How i wish everything would go back to where it was, i've never stopped thinking every night cause.. I still wish to be your bitch... i love you.
@Priscillaxueman
1:15 AM
