Saturday, January 19, 2013
Been pretty quiet this few days? i'm tired, tired of wanting to know more, and thus my expectations had indeed lead to more disappointment.. Been spending plenty of quantity time w my family now a days and had good food. My favorite was this!!! Home cooked spicy chilli crab! HHEHEHE. had like 20 over crabs w my aunt and we spent like 2 hours just alone w the crabs...
K, i feel so useless deciding over some stupid things. I've been quiet this few days just because to think clearly wanting to private/unprivate my blog? This is stupid... Wanted to private my blog cause i find it useless if since it doesn't matter to you anymore, why bother reading? What do you want to see in it? Seriously can't understand what some people are thinking, you ignored, it's not the "do you think i change so quickly" affects anymore... i've seen what you wrote and it hurts like mad. It's disappointing.. But there's nothing i can say. Regretted what i did just to understand, sometimes it's true that things are better left unsaid or untouched. So thanks to my itchy hand? Ya, i made myself feel worst like a million times. The reason why i dont want to private?? Probably is because... Ya.. you... stupid or stupid but is just stupid...
And this song, is what i'm gonna share cause this is exactly what i'm feeling... i have nothing to explain... i understood what you've said, i'm sad? i'm pissed? and.. i'm also speechless? i cant stop you, cause you're moving on. But what's stopping me? I'm really tired, tired to expect and feel sad, tired of finding more. Who knows this may be the last blog page you're viewing... Shall decide again... It's getting late so yeah, goodnights.
@Priscillaxueman
12:58 AM
