Saturday, January 5, 2013
Someone told me to listen to this song, and told me to ask me to make decision... A decision if i want to keep whining that i've wasted a lot of time or stop wasting time to hold on something that doesn't even bothers. Trying too hard might pressurize the another party. The answer is, by not replying, i should have known that that's your reply. i might say i have all the time to wait, but the truth is how long can i wait? once you woke up and found yourself back at reality, maybe that was the time that you should know that running away doesn't solve anything. You are good at it, you have a place to run to, you isolated yourself from people that you wished to, but just to let you know, no matter how much you did, a day you don't try to solve, it's always still.... a problem? So i've actually thought about it and deleted what i could to stop me from thinking or to say overthink? it's really tiring that whenever you woke up in the morning, someone would just ask you the questions you hate to hear over and over again. Stop asking me if you guys already know the answer, what? Just to make sure? are you kidding me? It's really sick to hear or repeat the same old shit again.. i've decided, so.... what's holding you back? what's on your mind? Why would you even think that isolating yourself would help? Just so you know, it's still there. All i could say is that i'm foolish, to actually trust your words, blind by the love and happy moment. i've chosen the wrong path to be happy, "close your eyes now, so what if he appear infront of you, do you still feel happy this way?" Think about this, it does wake me up. you don't have to hide anymore, this is what i hate the most and the reason why it's always a "no" ... Cause we're back to strangers again....
@Priscillaxueman
1:33 AM
