Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Dear blogger ,
the 03august , officially 50 days without you . i realize why i have not been doing this when i was w you ? so i'll be counting our everyday together.. instead of how many days "withoutyou" i might have blogged .. how many days "with you" the sad moments will be then exchanged w happy moments.. wonder is it silly if i ever think of this only nowww ... sigh .. i'm such a good girl today , i spent my day at school and homeee!!! school was tiring .. dont know why , physics lessons are always like "cui-mian" class . i dozed off again -.- HELL MAN !!! chemistry was worst , spent half of the period lecturing peoples -.- and the worst part . next week prelims are starting .. damn , i'm seriously not prepared at all. went pasamalum w ting and jl to crab our lunch and headed home . have a nappppp! and went watching zhjdasn. i nearly cried , it's been so long since i watched a drama and i teared . when i was about to tear today , the show ended -.- tsk !!! downloaded allll my songs !!! and i'm gonna move it to my school maybe tomorrow .!!1 cause my aunt has been playing my phone ever since she came home and i have not touched my phone for hours already ): gonna sleep after blogging as theres school tomorrow ): Who is really there to understand me ?.. i wish i'm in a family of rich , so i could buy all the thing i wanted . there's no need for me to stress about money at this age . sigh .. family have been nagging me all the times this few days and i felt so frustrated . what you guys want from me ? i went out , i got spam calls from you guys. i stayed at home , you guys scolded me for smoking . one nag , two nag ? now worst . 3 of you nag at one time . i never go school , must spread the whole family . what you guys really want from me ? please luh , i'm already stress about studies and co and now you guys add stress to me? i'm like this today, partly is also because of you guys isn't it? i really wish to go overseas to studies . i'm just waiting for daddy to call and i'm gonna tell him . i'm gonna leave this fucking place, all the memories w you is too much for me . perhaps , leaving will be better for you too isn't it ? you wouldn't feel awkward ,guilty ? i leave then , you can live as if nothing happen between us ? but sadly my dear , i cant . you.just.mean.so.much.to.me.already...
@Priscillaxueman
10:42 PM
