Dear blogger ,
The 16th of July the 32 days without you ): today , I think I'm very emotionless , so here's my day, I slept at 2 plus last night and woke up w a beautiful dream in the morning for tuition and sadly ... This dream is still so fresh in my mind nao . I never felt so closed w you ever since we broke up, is like in my dreams , I still can feel that you touched me and hug me .. So closed so ): but is a super happy dream to me ): but is too fake too be true . Went tuition w sleepy mind and restless heart.. Headed home and take a nap. And went to mediacorp for yalun . Was angry for the typical singaporeans there , seriously fedup people pushing and shouting like there's no tomorrow like seriously -.- have my dinner at 347, and now I wanna go home ): I'm so tired again! I wanna sleeppppp! Tomorrow is gonna be a long day for me to stay at home after tuition to prepare for my common test and do my course work ); I don't know why , I felt so upset today , probably I realize where I stand and where I'm placed . Do you realize how upset it is to stand in the place I'm now w you and your beautiful lies ? What he said does make a point to believe but in another way for me to realizes that is all a lie and he is only cheering me up for the sake for being upset . Cause love , you will never know how many good friends you have that rather say words to hurt me than to hurt you cause all they wanted was just to protect you. I know many wants you two to be together , then continue w that, cause I'm really tired of being such a fool ...
Why can't you just understand ... All I wanted was to be w you.... Forever ):
@Priscillaxueman
11:38 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2011