Dear blogger ,
The 13 July . The 29th days ... Well I'm once again alone at downstairs holding a cig on my hand for a breath. I realize after we broke off , I somehow prefer to do things alone.. So weird being alone having people staring .. But well this is reality. Listening to those sad songs ? Ownself find trouble luh me . I realize my blogging style never change but my blog is so boring cause I have no pictures. I have the mindset to open my blog and thinking if I should delete any post but this is what I've been through .. 迟早也会有人看的…so I'm not deleting anything I guess .. School was tiring today , have a nap during maths class ._. and we are gonna have Saturday lessons for physic too ._. how busy can I be you see !!! Have oral today!! Was so nervous ! But I think I did quite well cause I speak alot -.- but there's some words I speak wrongly ): but hopefully it goes well! This few days I've been having the mindset of putting tattoo again . Not because of you -.- is just I wish to. And I thought of white ink. So should I ? Got to think about it yeah. I finally have the guts to text you and ask you back for my phone . Hopefully tomorrow I'm able to get back my phone . An I should start doing my art preparatory . Cause I have write anything on it. Today I'm so emotion, I started to think again. And I realize I'm dumb enough to believe some lies said by somebody. To believe you. ? I don't know ? I'm so confuse now and those sad songs are playing -.- I really letting go day by day cause I've been thinking we are dumb enough to be together . Is a mistake created by me myself and I . I can only blame myself for being such a stupid bitch. But well, I think I thought over and over again all along I'm always the one making dumb decision. I sinserely wish you wont make the same mistakes again and think properly what you really wanted . Cause I know I'll never be able to make you happy like how I used to. I'm sorry.
#Now playing : you'll never be mine .
I just wanna be alone nao , and think over again and again if I'm suppose to stuck at this spot of continue walking . I have the urge to drink and I'm looking for places nao. Not today but this Friday... If only drinking can make me happier and forget youfor that instant , I'm gonna do that thought I know is dumb and you dislike it . I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry ....
@Priscillaxueman
8:42 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2011