Dear blogger ,
09july.. The 25th day w/o you. I'm in a concert now and I don't think I'm gonna blog tonight cause I'm super tired an I'm gonna have a nice sleep once I reach home .. Yesterday night... I didnt sleep at all ._. I totally forgotten that I have tuition and I ton the whole night talking and yeah.. Teary moment everytime -.- now then I realize .. All along you know I'm acting you know I'm faking . You know it all. I cleared alot of misunderstanding last night and I feel your thoughts .. I don't know if all these were real but I believe there's no reason for lying . I know you miss her . I didnt blame you okay?? Cause at least we have our happy moment . Thought it isn't easy lettin you off . He said you and me are sad over the same reason . I have no rights to say you forgotten me , you don't love me . Cause all these are untrue . Blame myself for not being understanding enough. How am I supposeto take over her ? Who am I huh? You did so much for her . Upon hearing I'm so touched . I think over again . I dont wish to compare . Cause maybe I lost .. Uglily I really lost to both of you. I'm sorry for being harsh . I'm sorry for coming to your life nao. Perhaps it's really a mistake from the start.. Okay while saying this my eyes are getting teary already. So shall stop it. I know we cannot and are not suppose to be together again.. Sorry love but I didn't know all these was a mistake I didn't know loving you hurts you so much.. I bring too much trouble for you already. If I didn't enter your life probably we may still be like the past .. Hope you enjoy your day w your brothers today okay? Don't drink too much yeah. Xiao Xin Yi Dian . I miss you.. My eyes are hurting me so much nao . There's something in my eyes and make it swollen feeling ): whenever I blink my eyes , it hurts to the core . Gonna have a rest and listen to the concert nao. I'll blog tomorrow than . Goodnights blogger .
I'm truly sorry. 我知道我们和你们不能做比较....
@Priscillaxueman
10:29 PM
Saturday, July 9, 2011