Dear blogger ,
The 21 July.. The 37th days without you .. Firstly , physic paper down! And tomorrow is the last paper !! And cw submission date ! I'm sho nervous !! LOL! secondly , today is racial harmony day.. No class for our school and this is the first time in secondary school that I participated school event w my class and I enjoyed it to the maximum! Many of us wear ethic costume and happily I'm the top 3 winners for secondary 4 !!! Was so paiseh wearing Indian costume but I loved it and it's so fun having classmate . This is like my happiest day in the school w classmate and I regretted not participation for school event the previous 3 years .. Headed home and went swimming w chai, kh, zh! Sadly they didn't swim and see us swim!! HAHAH! Finally a day for me to relax but I still think alot when I was in the pool and I suddenly gone crazy again. Went for dinner and now rushing home cause Ahyi wanted to play my phone -.- was so irritated !!! I have so much to blog today you see ):
To be continued ...
So where was I ? Ohya , headed for dinner w them . And guess what?? Actually they know I'll be upset upon hearing her name .. So they paused for the moment . I know they were talking about her .. So I act as if nothings on . But their happiest moment also makes you guys remember her so much by just balloons isn't it ? You guys indeed did a lot . And I know I don't want to replace her , cause it's impossible ... Thinking back to balloons make me so upset . Asking if we still contact ? Sadly no.. Not much to a point isn't it ? Yes , you are surround by girls , can't blame yourself for being so attractive isn't it ? I feel so much like crying now all a sudden . And I seriously got to stop all these . I don't wished to been asked why am I having teary eyes -.- .. So yeah, forget it.
Everyday... I been lying to myself ... "this is the last time " but the next day, I'm still doing what I did the previous 36 days ):
@Priscillaxueman
10:11 PM