Dear blogger ,
The 3rd of July, the 19days without you! Okay, today I really enjoyed myself . Though your tweets are makin me having doubts and question EVERDAY! I feel like talking to you but NO!! nevernevernever !! Gonna wait and wait and wait !! I trust time ! I need and I want time I believe giving time to you! I wanna let time prove everything to you (: today I went ice skating! So fun and I build up more confident !! I learn how to skate by taking step by step at one time . I'm so thankful that baby is w me all the while ! We gone through those thick and thins on ice even we are afraid. We talked so much ! I doubt I'm going back to the doctor tomorrow . I'm scare and I don't feel like it ! I vomit again today! Like fuck -.- so gross and disgusting ! Puke like a mother fucker -.- I wish all these can stop!! I think i should really stop eating spicy food and listen to the doctor advises . I promise if things gone worst I go see doctor okay? (: ohmygoodness ! I'm thinking rubbish you know ? I am thinking If you will message me on our anniversary . Just let me know that you will still miss me on every 8.. Just a little more hop from you. Though I am thinking if you are lying that day we broke up ? By telling me you still love me makes me feel better ? Or isit all those stuff you are doing purposely want me to hate you so that I can forget you easily? Cause you still love me you dot wanna see me suffer more pain? Dear boy, I'll listen to you. Im just gonna continue walking, let time prove everything . 希望你会开心。I miss you to the core nao . Goodnights love . ♥
@Priscillaxueman
11:32 PM
Sunday, July 3, 2011