Dear blogger ,
The 28july.. The 44th days without you.. So school was fun today! Ain't tired at all.. Have mtl oral and was super nervous I tell you!! I felt like inside the examination room, I speak like a angmo and I felt so weird having that accent . And well, I think I did okayokay only cause the conversation was super nervous and I started talking rubbish! Lol!!! Went home and have a nap!! Was sweating when I woke up , woooooo, is damn hot uh the weather ... I'm going off for a swim now .. Actually was suppose to go w zh and kh.. But sadly, they were tired . So yeah. I don't know why, when I woke up from my nap, I'm so emotional again.. I started to think.. To sad .. To teared ): I seriously wished all these can stop .. You posted a survey in Facebook. Actually I wanted to inbox you and tell you I... Love ... You. But I am thinking .. Will it ever make a different ? So what If I do all these , I still got to accept the facts and face the reality isn't it ? It's been so long since I talked my heart out to someone .. How I wish there's someone whom is willing to hear my story and lent me a shoulder to cry on now ... Cause it is seriously so tiring to hide all these deep inside .. Everyday pretending , everyday acting . Just to be friends back w you without being awkward .. Without feeling pressure in you. Cause this love I'm hiding shouldn't even exist from the start and all I can do now .. Was to let you go and find someone even better than me...
Just finished swimming and now on my way home... Don't know if I should watch ygts or should just go to bed !! Roar ! But I'm kinda tired only .. lol! What am I talking anyway!!! Okay , so swimming does make me feel relaxed .. And less stress on things I should stressing about , slacked awhile and went home !! I'm awaiting for tomorrow!!! (Y) it's gonna be a day for me to enjoy !!! (: I don't wish to elaborate more ! So yeah, goodnights lovelyyy !!!
If you guys wanna lie , better don't let me find out .. Find a better excuse instead -.-
@Priscillaxueman
6:53 PM