Dear blogger ,
currently , i have changed my blogskin. i guess i will do it when i have the time as i'm getting kinda sleepy already.
16June , 2days apart . i guess i am trying to act out as if is nothing but i know inside me is what it hurts the most . i have sleepless night everyday as whenever i closed my eyes, there is more you ): i slept for the minium of 2hours and maximum of 6hours -.- i'm afraid i'm breaking down soon. why do you changed so quickly? why cant you just save some memories ? why are you letting go when you say you still love me ? why and why . why are you so heartless. i cant act as if nothing happen . you say we are still friends but i guess , it's just bullshyt . you still wont be able to face me and neither do i even if i acted strong enough. i'm so worried for you today and i can see that you are at the edge of breaking down cause too much has happen and it's really too much. i told you it upset me to see you like this. i wish you could be like the past . i dont wish to see a you like 7months ago. the one who breaked down , the different you. you proved to me that she stands too much in you. and without realising. This is actually what it hurts the most than you leaving my side. such a failure . Please be happy, i loved you..
@Priscillaxueman
2:12 AM
Friday, June 17, 2011