Dear blogger ,
The 27th of June ... The 13 day without you! See time is passing so fast that I never imagine tomorrow it's gonna be the second week without you! The first day of school I already cried in the morning -.- I can't stand something seriously! I'm not so brave la ! This morning you shake your butt I already know you will be coming to school ecause you miss her and you wanna see her -.- I have a talk w ms lim this morning . What she said did make a point and I think it's true ? Love is really weird and there's no explanation. It comes and go easily! I'm mature enough and I'm not gonna make this affect my studies I don't wish to disappoint everybody and you of course . Time pass so quickly in school and reality didn't haunt me. I guess it's better to be in school filled w school works .I'm just back from a swim and I seriously felt that swimming makes me think lesser perhaps a little lesser . I realize I'm trying so hard to swim is because of you.. Cause perhaps one day I wanna swim w you! I know you can swim well and I don wanna disgrace you. But ... You are still giving me disappointment everyday, seriously may I know what you are thinking? I know you meant every of your words and I'm totally speechless but I though... You are just trying to force me to leave ? I dont know I don't know I don't know !!! Why must you say those hurtful words to her when she don't even bother ? Rather that you hurt me without thinking . You sy you still loved me ? I this is your love , is seriously fucking scary and I don't know which words to explain!.. You did too much. Your cares your love is not by seeing or hearing is I felt it personally and you told me all these rubbish!.. You are seriously tearing me apart .. One day I break down, the reason partly is you and I'm sure I'm only gonna blame myself for all these . FML!
you may tell me that I'm the right person at the wrong time , but months later may be is my turn to tell you, I'm the wrong person at the right time now . Seriously fuck for letting me go because of this .. You are like a balloon, I must let you go , to find your own happiness .. Otherwise , if you stay by my side , you will have less gas day by day. And when you really out of air . I can't see the smile of yours ever again.. Sorry to say but I let you go cause I loved you too much, but I didn't expect you to hurt me so much acting as if nothing happen.. You changed , be it fake or real .. You turned till someone I don't know and I don't wish to know . I'm sorry my love ...
@Priscillaxueman
4:57 PM
Monday, June 27, 2011