Dear blogger ,
It's 24 June today. Which makes the tenth day without you. Actually i have stop thinking so much and I realize time really gonna prove everything so I cheered myself and stop myself from contact you, in the morning was a pissed today just when I went school today, the kpo asked why we broke up suddenly and tries to act close w me say "are you okay" stuff and co. I dislike so much cause there's always something which words can't be said directly. Upon seeing sweet couples walking hand by hand today when I was on my way home? Im thinking of you, those happiness in the past . Are they still coming back. I turned my head away and sigh. When I reached home today baby is at home , I played w her , she smiles at me . Baby took my phone and she saw your face . Baby seems to be asking me where's korkor? I felt that she misses you just like how I do. Cause ever sinces she's born , we oftenly played w her remember ? Those happy moment w baby and you is really so cute and enjoyable. But.. It's over . I told my family that we broke up because we don't understand each other and giving each other time to think more before we continue . Hopefully they aren't disappointed but my aunt miss you alot._. I can't say that you can't forget your ex , cause probably this is one of the reality I'm not facing and I'm running away from it . the right person at the wrong time ? Why if it reached the right time ? Am I gonna be the wrong person!? Sincerely is just excuses . Have you ever wonder what am I thinking now ? Do you realize how much I misses you? The one whom loved you so much teared so much ended up is someone you let go the easiest . I've been lying to myself that you still loved me .. But truth is you no longer loved is all likes . If you really loved me , you wouldn't let go of me . Cause the strongest relationship holds the hardest movement . This can prove how much you loved me . I realize everything I said was only nothing to you. I'm so sad right nao, cause actually I'm somehow whom is so easily forgotten, nothing of mine holds you. I'm so useless still.. I guess everything is still too much for me . Goodnights , goodbye lover boy, please forget her , shes not worth for your love . Please don't remember me , I'm so useless to even have the feeling of being loved by you.....
#nowplaying : 错的人.
@Priscillaxueman
10:21 PM
Friday, June 24, 2011