Dear blogger,
I realize I miss the time again ): so what I have a phone which can blog!!! I keep missing the time !!! And I hate that for not being punctual!!! ): I'm so sorry blogger ! I'm sorry that I have bad management ): Anyway , I'm occupying my days w laughter now a days and I'm think I'm stupid . Acting over and over again when I know it's like so dumb . And watching too much funny shows will make you act like them. An example : "hey there ! I'm ms swan!!! " I want a burger like a burger , are you trying to rip me off!!! HAHAHAA! though I look dumb acting like her but at least I made people around me to laughs and smile when I'm not happy in the inside . I'm so thankful that I still have true friends that really cared for me . W love , priscilla soh xue man ♥
20june .. The six day we are apart , time passes so fast that is gonna be one week without you, and dear you, to let you know . I still cry and miss you everyday . I heard your advise and went to the doctor today. Bad news ? Something wrong w my gastric , perhaps those irregular meals really upset my gastric ): but I really got no mood to eat and whatever I eat has been ejected out even after the medication. Is so uncomfortable , I wish you were there to rub my tummy and say everything's gonna be fine . Why are days so fucked up? ): I got to go back for appointment two weeks later if the abdomen still hurt and my gastric still ejecting food out ._.Though I may not been contacting you, but I stopped myself times and times by reading our texts , viewing our photos, and reading our conversation. I miss you too much dearly . I wish all these wasn't happening to me . W you, I thought I was the happiest girl in the whole world . To have a boyfriend that is my bestfriend , but I guess things are so ugly that reality means so much to me , I'm still happy after all for concerning me by asking zx how was my body acting stuff and co. Its really happiest moment of my life today. Just like what I told everybody , I don't see the smile on your face acting happy, I don't see the difference before and after we broke up. I'm just so useless right? I hope you still miss me every night. I wish you to still kiss on my forehead and tell me how much you love me , I miss the part where by I have 10 kisses on different part of my face in one time . I miss you too much my fat boy. Every night I hug on the pillow so tightly as I though it was you, the pillow really seems so much like you and hugging it makes me feels so much secure . Maybe I'm still running away from reality during the times when I was sleeping but I really wished you were still w me . Days without you is awful. And I wish we didn't start from the start at least I'm still in love w you but just not so much memories not so much pain. Just like what you said , 对的人，错的时间. I seriously dislike it . I wished I'm ignorances . Cause ignorances is a bliss and I loved you too deeply..
@Priscillaxueman
12:21 AM
Tuesday, June 21, 2011