Finally! I get to blog using my phone , which means if there's a sudden urge of blogging ! I can nowww! Well, using phone , I can still blog w Chinese characters (:
17june..
Today was the third day and I broke down to tears upon seeing your tweets , I cried like a fool but I can't stop those tears from running down my face . I'm so upset for what you say that though I felt thy you are writing because you are guilty . Many questions run through my mind asking why would you even hurt me if you know this would happen? I don't understand .. I tried to be strong seriously, but you said 日有所思，夜有所梦。too much has been comin and sleepless night are still continuous ): I wonder when are those moment ending when it's only the bloody THIRD DAY !!! I hate my life seriously ! I been vomiting everything I ate this few days and it's seriously uncomfortable ! I don't know why but is just irritating ): when I saw your text , I was wondering , is it true that you still love me that's why you are concern about me or is it another wishful thinking . I seriously can't read your mind now ): everybody is so obsessed into "in love" while I just got "out of love" the feeling sucks to the core man! Seriously! What's wrong w my life . You made me believed in happily.ever.after and you are also the one whom made me believed the once.upon.a.time .. I'm so confuse now . You were running from my mind ever since we started and even we broke off you are still running continuously! I hope .. We will still be together . I don't wish that you forgets me easily. You are so scary when you changed so much all a sudden .. You are now the Evan which I can't read the mind .. Or maybe from the start ... I don't really understand you, is all just my wishful thinking . Dear fat boy, I still miss you alot ): I miss your house , your parents , your brothers , your baobao, your hugs , your smell.. And last but not least your everything .. Please don't make this love die .. Cause babyboy, I love you too much, is even more than I expected and I don't know how long will I be able to take to just forget everything . Sometimes , I wish to tell you I can't and I don't wish to. I thought we are meant to be .. I love you elmy ): 我真的很爱很爱你。到底谁明白？):
@Priscillaxueman
4:20 PM
Friday, June 17, 2011