HAPPY 5th MONTH MY DEAREST FATBOY ! (: Well, we will be going out later , so yeah, pictures will be blogger either tomorrow or at night . i decided to private my blog and post to myself. Though it's a bit retarded but temporary i guess i should private it . Sometimes i should just shut the mouth of mine and do my own stuff. perhaps what peoples say are rights ," Once you did something wrong , people will remember it forever ." i dislike the way of being myself. i wish i can be someone else . i wish i can be someone whom i wanted to understand i will understand what he/she really wants isn't it? i wish i have memory lost , so whoever dislike me can just stayed away from me and no need to act as one kind soul. i dislike myself. i hate myself to the core . i dont know whats wrong w me but i just fucking dislike myself. everyone was right , the one who always thinks that trouble is here is myself -.- i created back twitter , but i dont dare to post what i wanted , how dumb ? i created blogger, i need to private it so that others would not be able to know what i have wrote ? i wonder whats more to come? i dont even fucking dare to open my mouth when i'm upset. Sometimes i asked myself, where is the priscilla whom i loved .... i'm not happy at all today actually. so gooodbyes . ):
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
3:29 PM