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Priscilla Xue Man
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Sunday, June 19, 2011

Dear blogger ,
I'm always a few hours or minutes late which makes me seems that I didn't blog everyday! Ever since you left I'm trying to made the effort to post my blog everyday since no one can understand my pain. If there will be in day you read about my posts , I'm thinking what would you be thinking ? But I guess ... It will never happen again ):
18june the fourth day and I tried to relax myself by swimming !! And why does every where I go or do , there will be something that remind me of you? Remember you told me you are a good swimmer and I asked you to teach me how to swim? I'm still waiting for the day.. Things are getting so not happy for me . Is just like without you? Where am I gonna find those happiness ? You might think I'm bullshyting cause I might find someone better in the future . Though I'm only 16 this year , but I really do understand what love feels like.. You made me believed in happily ever after , you made me believed in forever and yet you destroyed everything by the way in " I still love you, but I don't wanna hurt you anymore .. I hope we can be best friend ..." do you know this sentence keep spinning around like a mother fucker in my brain and I got no ways to stop it ? I wish I could have a memory lost . Maybe you might think is stupid an is avoiding but sometimes reality hurts too much that you hope you don't face them -.- being brave is just acting . I guess I'm not a good actress and my acting career will soon be gone .. Is this the happiness you really wanted now ? Why doesn't I see the word happy on you? I don't understand you seriously. What are you think my dear ? Having me by your aide is it really such a piss to you? Please .. Think for yourself . I guess the reason I'm unable to let go is because of promises and our future . Everything you said I listened ); I wear a shorts everyday I sleep , cause of what you say you are jealous .. I find it dumb and uncomfortable but now is like a must for me . You changed me , too much. And I'm so sorry that I loved you, maybe all these should start from the start . I'm foolish but you meant everything to me . Please don't forget me , be happy...

@Priscillaxueman
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