Dear blogger ,
I'm currently using my phone to blog as I suddenly have such a urge to blog due to him again!!! Well, thanks god that blogger is able to connect w iPhone (:
19june .. The fifth day we are apart and you are already getting on my nerves of pissing me of . I dislike the way like this now ! Or even to say before we ended I'm already like this ... I don't know if I got the wrong meaning or isit that a girl's six sense are very accurate ? Why must you act this way? I can't differentiate whether you are happy or not ? If this is really what you wanted , thank you for hurtin me over and over again! I don't know why you turned till so scary like a monster . I'm so upset . You said we can still be like the past after we broke up, but why am I feeling I'm the only one who is trying ? You turned out so differently from what you said . One word to me disappointment ): why must you talk to her ? Why must you made me feel that in or out I'm not the only girl? You though what ? I got no feelings ? Please , it's like you are purposely making me hate you so that I could forget you much more easily!! But please understand me can? I can't and you know that and you are doing all these . I may be talking to guys in twitter purposely but yeah, I'm trying to make you piss off , I'm trying to make you prove that you still care and you will be jealous , but thanks for hiding your thoughts so beautifully, or maybe you don't even give a Fucking damn. All the songs that you used to song to me still playing like a radio on my mind , do you know? HOw can you bloody forget someone who loved you for five and more months so quickly ? You scared me . I'm so scared , I'm really so fucking scared . Why are you doing all these to hurt me ? 在坚强的人也会有一天是已经不能在忍了. Can't you feel that loving you so deeply already beyond what you think I am ? I watched the movie you promised to watch w me but yeah, this time I watched alone . I cried upon our past, our memories. You can be so happy that you forgotten everything , why can't we just be together ? Be like the past? Be like bestfriend , boyfriends , lovers ? Why can't we now ? I'm fucking disappointed and piss off by that bitch , if you continues like this and at the edge of breaking down into pieces , I guess I'll go crazy and yelling . And you made me facing so many people's that I don't wished to face IN THE SAME BLOODY SCHOOL! thank you , this is your way of loving and is fucking scary . I don't know what am I suppose to say nor do now . I really loved you so much );
#songplaying , love the way you lie part 2 ..
@Priscillaxueman
10:02 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2011