Dear blogger ,
29junee. The fifteen day.. Or to called the suay day ? I'm on my way home now and it's drizzling.. Yet you are outside , happily taking photos ? Slack? Enjoying yourself . Every morning first thing I woke up was to see your tweeter . Guess what? You didn't upset me in the morning. However , I'm worried for you? If you are sleeping ? Or to said you have insomnia again? Thinking too much? Why are you so happy? What have you found ? Why are you so happy over it? Have you found someone you yruely felt that they know what you are thinking? I wonder... School are fine today, I'm really studying hard . When I reached home , I felt that you have a blog.. So I spent hours searching for it. Sadly I dint manage to find anything... I receive a call, and it seems that you are w another girl. Alone w another girl. Missing in housing.. I was wondering why? Why must you do all these ? More and mor e questions poping up. I'm really in a messed . I gone crazy thinking more and more . What am I suppose to do? You seriously made things very ugly! Why? What's the point doing all these ? I said I gave up, I said I won't bother you isn't it ? Fuck . I was calm after awhile but you? Started fire by posting those photos on fb ? Why? Who is she ? Why must she use your phone and snap and post it on your Facebook? New girl? Well, welldone man! You did it! You did everything that I unexpected . No matter what , I'm just a fucking bitch a fucking fool ! I'm nothing in your eyes , you forget so easily . I saw someone holding the phone watching video.. It reminds me , what you told me ? Have you forgotten? You say we will have out video playing during our wedding night. You say we are special! We are different from others . And now ? All turs to rubbish and you threw it all into the bin. I'm so upset , I'm so sad . I broke down. I really tried ..
Dear boy, I never expected this from you. How scary you have turned ? You can tell me ? What's wrong w you? Why and why? I don't get it . I seriously don't .. And I decided , to open my blog for the 24 hours only on put anniversary dates . It's fate , to see or not ? To be able or not ? I might regret . Letting you see me at this state . But as they said , sometimes pride doesn't mean much if you really wants him and love him. So yeah? No trouble for you anymore .let fate decide . To see if you still remember . Every eighth . I'm blogging , openly.. ):
#nowplaying : empty..
@Priscillaxueman
9:52 PM
Wednesday, June 29, 2011