WE CHANGED ISN'T IT ?!?!?!
14more days , and it's our anniversary again . i love you boyfriend . well i have nothing to do at home as i'm staring in the air listening to some musics and video ! and therefore , i decided to post what i'm thinking now and i have no offence of writing anything here .
So ..... nothing go sweet all along , we have to gone through some up and down , before we are really in a stable state and not risky, so yeah , i've learnt as i go through , i learnt to stand when i fall, i learnt to be strong and i'm still learning how to be more understand and mature and not like those little kid who ties their boyfriend around their neck. I'm a very barbarous girl , i'm very immature and i'm stupid , i only know how to cry and irritate people like nobody business, and i'm very " over-jealous" therefore i'm very happy that i have such a understand boyfriend , though we quarrel over small stuffs but i still love the way he teaches me some big reasons , he seems so much like a understand "big brother".HA ! i just like to open my eyes and stare at this big fat guy whenever he sings, ohyeah, he melted me w his awesome voice , thought sometimes he sings like killing a chicken ! but HA ! i still love it (: Now i thinked back of how barbarous i am , i seems to be so angry about myself . Cause i'm too over , but seriously im just joking . i make him promise me not to sing to anyone else but yeah , he always forgotten , i make him stop staring at girls as i'm over-jealous , when he's not , it's common for human beings to look at one another . i make him accompany me whenever he's free and i make him sit beside me looking me doing my stuff when he is really bored at times. i'm so immature that times when i asked him to stare and rot w the blur face at times , he so cute you mei you? (: Every anniversary is our movie day , and we will have our delicious food which makes us in this size now ! HA ! i'm afraid of being fat seriously , but i've gained weight ever since i'm not that afraid , i just feel like eating whenever he eats cause he always bring me to eat nice food where i could not resist /: i'm smiling while im posting this post now i guess when my mum is back, she might think i'm crazy ~ Ohya , the story is still long ~ This fat boy is the first guy i ever felt so touched by his actions seriously , i remember when i was having painful mouth ucles, everyone was like " eeeeeeeeeeewwww , what's that ? so swollen" and worst of all, my mum say like pig -.- . but he was there to accompany me everyday you know? really very touched , i dont dare to go out cause of my swollen lips, he stayed at home just to accompany me so i wont get bored , and i remembered we keep watching the same channel at each time everyday ! HAHAHA! during the ucles , applying the medicine was the worst part , i totally cry out loud cause is really hurtful and he was there to make me feel better , awwwwwww!!! and because of that , i didnt manage to celebrate our anniversary w him so we stayed at home sleep and count down !!! ^^ hehehe ! and do you know pigs only knows how to eat and sleep? yeah , i admit we do look like pigs at times ^^ we cooked our own meal, and we slept ! HAHAHA ! At times he said he wanted to cook for me and at times , he was lazy to move . cuteeeee la fat boy (: We always talk to each other and we are lying on the bed , just like we used to be good friend sit and talk to each other , and everytime i do that , i closed my eyes and realised how we used to talk in the past , it's just so amazing . Do you know ? he was there for me whenever i need him ? he was the one who prevent me from falling down and tripping over something , that's why felt so safe whenver i'm out w him . just when i'm tired i still have a shoulder to lie on . without knowing, 4 and a half month has past, is just like we have just started and now it's been so long for me ._. Okay , 4months is long in my dictionary okay ! This month is a bad month for everybody , too many stuffs has happen , and we been quarreling and at times, we got nothing to talk. but yeah, i still love him alot, seriously alot . i may be not good at words but my heart express them out by proving it isn't it ? i tried to do the best i can and as i said i'm still learning . i know i have a freaking bad attitude this month which many people have suffer but i just wish to let you guys know , " please be more understanding , everybody has their attitude is just the matter of times whereby you are or you arent to express them out only" i wish this month can go pass faster , i wish after this month everything can put to a end and goes back to normal . Someone told me , " just dont care anything , goes on w your life" and yeah, i listened but i cant , i cant ignore everything is happening and i cant hide the facts that everytings has happen . So ... this is my blogger , is really good to say out whats on my mind , and i dont really wish people having comment about my stuff. anyway while i'm happily posting about how great i have such a boyfriend in life , i'm so happy now , and i'm gonna tickle him and stare at hime when i see him cause he is ....... so ..... CUTE NOW! HAHAHAHA ! and i think i got to find sometime cleaning my keyboard w a clothe cause my hand seems so dusty and i have spent a very long time reflecting and posting this post . and ......... THADA !
HAHAHA , is specially for you EVANLEEMINYUAN !
and remembered before we started , you wrote ten reasons why i'm special to you,
now i wrote something for you ,
1) You are always so understand about things and not judging thing by just looking at them.
2) You are the one who understand me the most among all the peoples whom you are with.
3) Whenever i'm feeling upset or having problems , you are the first to see and asked me what wrong w it .
4) You give me plenty good advises to deal w my schoolworks and family.
5) You are so caring that even a small cut , you will be angry and scold me stupid ._.
6) You are the first guy i shared so many things together and not scare you might laugh or think wrong about me .
7) i dont mind being umglam infront of you and i can be myself whenever i wants .
8) You bear all my attitude problems even when you are very unhappy and we end up talking nicely .
9)You treat me really good, and i cant use any words to express this kind of feeling i never had before .
10)You give me those secure whenever i'm thinking rubbish .
11) you gives me my freedom whenever i'm w my friends.
12) You gives me all your trust , and i know this few weeks, i've been foolish breaking your trust but i still trust you!
13 ) You bring laughter to me whenever we are out together .
14) Some words i cant express out because you are really too good for me to consider .
15) Last but not least , you treat me w a pure heart and i wouldnt never be able to find someone like you .
So dear boyfriend , you are everything which affecting my life and adding colours to my world. i love you so much that sometimes i dont know how to express out. i just wish that you could be happy whenever you are w me and relaxed yourself , not feeling stress nor frustrated , cause you know , i can still listen to your stuff and give you some advises , thought it might not be that helpful but at least you have someone to talk to . and to be happy is what i want to see in your face . a great big smile !!!!! ♥♥♥
Signing off , PriscillaSohXueMan , your girlfriend ♥
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
1:57 PM