Firstly ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAOQUN!!!! :D
You should be happy yesterday as on the dot of 12. You spent your 16th's birthday w your brothers & your girlf (: i'm happy for you!!!! :D Hope you enjoy aye?! So the reason i didnt post was because yesterday was a long day for me ):
school > 500plus>serangoon> home> ktv> dinner> bbc> BIRDDAY!> jialing's house ._.
So i should be super tired, however i cant sleep till 6plus ): and indeed sleeping makes me feel so insecure all a sudden and i woke up at 12 just to clean myself and clean the hamsters ._. PARANOID! i dislike this ):
Secondly, all a sudden , i felt so sick, i dont know why ._. tsk, i'm must be going crazy thinking stupid things. So my cousin were born today ._. So qiao, both same date different aunt luh, 21dec is gonna be $$$fly day ! and this show on top, is way to awesome!!! in the drama kim bum is way too hot, you'll never expect such a sweet things happening, it's sad, it's funny, it's way to romantic. love is full of challenges . Never estimate it dude .! So i stayed at home today for the whole day! and i finish cleaning my house, i think i'm awesome too! :D
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facing the reality hurts me so much, i wonder why, telling me those stuff hurts me when you thought i'm strong enough? i may act it out, but this not me, is this really the reality you wanted? being someone whom so perfect is not i wanted . you told me there's someone out there better for me, however why should i if you are already the best to me? Yes, you sucks, i disagree in the way they say you treat your girlf good. is totally untrue. Is this what you wants me to feel ? You are the first silly person who vandalise on my walls& in my life. Cause the feeling of you towards me is just a crush, so it's comes as it wants and goes, as it wants. i dislikedislikedislike! Stupidly, you broke another record in my teenage life. what a life i have man ! Fucking dislike! ):
EVERYTHING SPOILTED MY MOOD YESTERDAY , i regretted coming out in the nights, otherwise i would have proper sleep and clear mind set . Not in the mood nao, byes, Gooooodnights khj& readers .
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
10:43 PM